It feels so good to think about you

You don't want to hear from me, but I want to reach out to you...

So, I guess this will have to do for now.

I miss you 

I love you

It feels so good to think about you.  I think you're wonderful and amazing and love your addition to my life.

I can't wait until we're swimming in our pool with our kids.  We'll touch each other every so often and smile at each other.

You'll be throwing the ball with the boys and I'll be taking pictures and being diving judge and savouring every moment.  

Then when the night comes, we'll send the kids to bed and spend time alone in the pool together, looking up at the starts and the moon.  We'll kiss and not be able to keep our hands off each other.

Then we'll move to the vision room and see some of the images that we've already manifested and focus on the pictures that we're looking forward to seeing in our near future.  

Our past doesn't define us.  We're in control of our future.  I'm excited about where we'll be together.  Working on slowing down and just believing that it will come on it's own time.